UPDATE!

Let's split this thing up!

Part Time Study

My previous semester felt like hell because there was so many assignments PLUS we had a lot of events! I wanted to cry. I think it was probably one of the messiest semester i've ever had to go through. I only have to take 3 subjects for my current semester, so i think i can try aiming for all As. Insya-allah.

My Weight

MAN, i keep gaining and losing and gaining my weight again! I looked good in July, but now i'm a fat ass again. I have to lose all these weight within 2 month. God please help me.

Book

Not reading anything at the moment. Couldn't care less of anything haha.

Biggest Achievement

Well i went traveling a lot this year, Korea and Kuching. Happiest as i can be. I would say that my life has started to slowly become as active as i want it to be. Met new people and was able to go to different places. Too many things had happen but i genuinely think i'm happy and free. And growing up a lot.

Financial Savings

Ok i'm not at total loss. I managed to save for Korea and Kuching. And i'm still able to save money for savings. Other than that, i'm totally broke now. HAHA.

Self Reflect

A lot of people said i've changed a lot, compare from last year. And yea i do think there's a bit of truth there. But then, i still think i have a lot of things i still need to work with myself. I think i'm more chilled and optimistic now. A little bit of confidence and aggressiveness, compare to how i was last year. Dealing with the break up probably wasn't as worst as i would imagine. It was more of a relief that now i get to be free and grow up to be however i wanted to be. I took a lot of risks at the first moment i had with freedom. Have i regretted anything? Not really. I think you wouldn't live life if you haven't live it to the fullest.

Now i'm just allergic to anything that restrain me from doing things i want to do. The moment you say No, is the moment that i know i can't trust you. It's so funny. I'm so scared of being held back now. I just want to do my own thing on my own decision. I think years of being controlled and told that i wasn't capable of doing anything on my own, has now made me retaliate. I'm genuinely happy.

Goodnight.