Blog Goals!
11:47 AMAfter much deliberation (not at all), i've decided to continue on with blogging. I know i'm an unsuccessful blogger as i've failed tremendously on my previous blog project, but i'm still keen on doing blogs because i think it's a great exercise for my writings. I think my lack of writing freely made me feel mentally unproductive.
Just like my previous blog project, this blog will be on-going (hopefully) for 5 years. And then we'll work on whether i still wanna blog or if i just wanna drop it all and stop writing altogether.
The main reason why i didn't managed to always update my previous blog was because of time and also the lack of motivation to do it. I had so many changes going on in my life, i just didn't have the time to keep up with things. A LOT OF THINGS. I think even my Dayre account is just... so-so. Oh, and the reason why i didn't wanna move to a full time Dayre journey was because despite it being more convenient than blogging, i just hate typing on my phone. PERIOD. I don't know if it's an age thing, but i get super annoyed whenever i can't write smoothly. The ideas and the things i wanna write would get stuck half way just because i have to keep pressing backspace and try to hit the right alphabet letter correctly. In which i keep failing miserably. So, there.
Here's a quick update on my life, and after this we'll figure out what i wanna achieve with this blog and how i might do it.
- I'm about to go into my 2nd year of working full time this year, still a graphic designer and sales assistant.
- Going into my 2nd semester this February. In case you didn't know, i'm currently doing part-time degree in Communication.
- I'll be 27 this December, still a long way to go ehem.
- Currently at 53kg......
- Haven't finished a book in probably a year.
- Don't have ANY successful financial savings.
- The reason why i changed my field to Communication is because i wanted to get out from Graphic Design. First and foremost, i'm not a graphic student. I'm a multimedia diploma graduate. I'm currently in a field that i'm clueless of and have a lack of interest. I do have basic foundation of Graphic Designing, BUT i'm don't specialise in it. And it's not that i can't learn from scratch, but it's cause the job is way too detailed organised and too technical in which i am slowly but surely failing miserably. So i'm going to work super hard to move out of this field. This has to be my last graphic design job.
- I need to get that mother trucker Degree. Once i have it, my opportunity in the working world expands.
- Freshly a month or so being 26, i'm kinda disappointed and embarrassed that i haven't achieved anything big in my life yet. I'm such an introvert and i don't have anything i wanna brag about my life. All i ever do is complain and set goals that i'll never achieve. EVER. Not even small ones. It's crazy how unproductive i am, my whole life! I need a change. Hopefully i don't make an arse out of myself with this one.
- I've always wanted a flat tummy. But i've managed to gain about 8 kg since 2015. 2 years and 8 kg. Dude, NO. I'm not married yet, this can't be happening fast. I need to control myself. DISCIPLINE! I need to get back down to a forty something.
- I NEED TO FINISH A BOOK! Any book, i need to. Cause i bought so many, but i really don't have the time to read it. I'm always on the go. But this year, i really need to read.
- Most importantly, i need to have money once i reach 30. I ain't gonna be broke. I've been working ever since graduating and i have NO financial savings. That's just crazy. All that money went to that 8kg of fats. Congrats!
- I'm hoping to do an end of the month post once a month. This is my "baby-steps" goal i'm putting for this blog. Because i know how lazy i can be. Every month i'll update my blog and see things i've achieve or update things in my life. I might also do random posts, just for the sake of my thoughts roaming around.
- I need to update these few things in my life so that i'm constantly reminded of my goals. I think i'll just do a small memo on each posts on the progress of part time studying, my weight, what book i'm reading that month, what was my biggest achievement that month, hows my financial savings going. I'll add on if i need to, but these are the important ones.
- I'm still thinking if i should set a target. Like if i need to lose 5kg this year. It sounds motivating but i'm just scared that it's too much of a pressure for me and i'll start slipping away again. Let's think about this first.
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